days like this...living in time

Today I felt like time and sloth defeated me. Totally unproductive. I got up late, read about Anna Nicole when I should have been studying, and watched TV. On days like this, I feel ashamed and wasteful & get grumpy and snippy with Husband. Yet today held redemptive moments also- a good, important meeting with our pastor, washing dishes to Over the Rhine while drinking Chardonnay, and late-night wine and catching up with our friend Jeff, who spent the night. One of my biggest struggles is to live in time, neither wastefully or worriedly, but honestly, faithfully, responsibly and freely. Today was a step backward, but there’s always tomorrow. G’night.